apprecite what we have

it's funny that sometimes we missed what we dont have or regret something we didnt appreciate earlier..and this feeling is very awful as i'm going through it...

he has no idea

I wish I could explain to you how I feel
because every night before I go to bed,
you is all I think about.

It's no use going back to yesterday
because I was a different person then.

I hate the fact that you say you miss me,
but you don't do anything about it.

You can erase someone from your mind,
but getting them out of your heart is another story.


When I talks to you, listen to my voice.
I may be talking about the weather,
but I'm screaming I love you.

Why is it that the thing you've always
wanted the most seem impossible to get?
And when you get close, you lose it.
When you get it easily in the beginning,
you don't want it. And later on, when it's gone,
you want it back more than ever.

idiots are everywhere. kaypo people as well

can you smell boredom? hahahaha...
i'm bored till there's no word to describe how bored i am.

anyway, today went out with my friends-queensbay
den at the end, went to bj complex when i saw this idiot.
f*** that idiot. cilaka.
i dont know why is he rushing to the mall for wat purpose.
keep honking me. i took the parking tickets from the machine, before i could even shift my gear, that stupid idiot honk me.
summore KL mia ppl. kns.
u think you from kl u very ho liao a..
but of course i purposely drive slow later on.
who ask him so fuck up. lalalala
btw, why ppl so busy body mia? cant they just mind thier own business. damn.
really flare up in anger d.
i forgot when was my last time when i got so mad.

damn this feeling

ya..i'm a jealous freak...so...? i tend to get jealous easily.....i admit that. i admit that i regret it so much that i did not except him at the very first. but which gal will accept someone u din know. huh???
I REGRET OK. i admit. so? everything wont change. shit. yayayaya...i very beh song. damn fucking beh song. who cares?? ish....i hate it...

my 2 weeks update

finally i'm free like a bird. honestly, i really don't have time for my own, shopping, red box-ing, etc for the last 2 weeks.

[31.5.09]

a very big day for my cousin sister. finally she got married. we keep asking her since the past few years jor and this is the first time i be the maid of honour first and the last. happy yet tired. as if i'm getting married. the schedule was like...

5am- wake up for make up and hair-do

730am- get ready everything including having a piece of bread and photo shoot.

830am- bridegroom arrived

9am-tea ceremony

1130- church ceremony

1pm- tea ceremony again

3pm- i only get to go back home.

den later 430 hair do again for dinner. sigh. but overall it was all good. =)

[01.06.09]

so on this day, we planned to go find ck in sp. we always do that but hor this time, was kinda unlucky cuz the seafood restaurant was not open. blame kar hoe but at east we had fun over there, taking pictures, and eating non-stop and went for K-Box. we came back penang around 3am.

[020609]

this is the date where everything changed in just a blink. that morning, my grandma passed away. it was very shocking because it was all so sudden. thank god that i did not overnight in SP. anyway, i helped my mum to rushed a lot of things because she too got shocked and don't know what to do. so i did rushed to the balai polis, one after one, den the jabatan dunno wat...errr...that place where we get our IC done. den have to rushed here and there. and it's not over. i've been so busy till thurs, the funeral. after that, again, i was busy doing stuff and helping my mum to settle those praying ceremomy thingy. in short, i'm so super busy and exhausted. phew~~~~

[9-12.06.09]

busy working again. from 1pm-9pm. since i'm so free, so i work for Hotlink promoting thier youth club with hitz.fm cruiser. yippie!!! fun yet exhausted. i hardly rest since last week. sigh.. anyway, i think i need some massage and get pampered. hahahahhahahhaa

i'm getting lazy and tired

currently i'm working for exotic for the Hotlink Youth Club watever... starting from tue till fri..it was a good experience but now i'm so LAZY AND TIRED TO BLOG.
so many things happened for the past few weeks, but i guess i'll blog it later...good nite people...

all ended

finally everything is over. after 15 years of study..and now i'm finally a fresh graduate who is unable to find job. jobless...hahahahaha

but actually i have no idea which job to look for. i scared that i will regret it later. =)
but as for now, i'm growing fungus, enjoying myself and at the same time job hunting. hahahaha

now the journey of life going to start. no more assignments but rather dateline. no more fussy lecturer but employer. but i need money...hahaha..
hopefully i can get a job that i will love and enjoy working...

at the mean time, i pray that i will pass all my subject. all pass will do.