apprecite what we have

it's funny that sometimes we missed what we dont have or regret something we didnt appreciate earlier..and this feeling is very awful as i'm going through it...

he has no idea

I wish I could explain to you how I feel
because every night before I go to bed,
you is all I think about.

It's no use going back to yesterday
because I was a different person then.

I hate the fact that you say you miss me,
but you don't do anything about it.

You can erase someone from your mind,
but getting them out of your heart is another story.


When I talks to you, listen to my voice.
I may be talking about the weather,
but I'm screaming I love you.

Why is it that the thing you've always
wanted the most seem impossible to get?
And when you get close, you lose it.
When you get it easily in the beginning,
you don't want it. And later on, when it's gone,
you want it back more than ever.

idiots are everywhere. kaypo people as well

can you smell boredom? hahahaha...
i'm bored till there's no word to describe how bored i am.

anyway, today went out with my friends-queensbay
den at the end, went to bj complex when i saw this idiot.
f*** that idiot. cilaka.
i dont know why is he rushing to the mall for wat purpose.
keep honking me. i took the parking tickets from the machine, before i could even shift my gear, that stupid idiot honk me.
summore KL mia ppl. kns.
u think you from kl u very ho liao a..
but of course i purposely drive slow later on.
who ask him so fuck up. lalalala
btw, why ppl so busy body mia? cant they just mind thier own business. damn.
really flare up in anger d.
i forgot when was my last time when i got so mad.

damn this feeling

ya..i'm a jealous freak...so...? i tend to get jealous easily.....i admit that. i admit that i regret it so much that i did not except him at the very first. but which gal will accept someone u din know. huh???
I REGRET OK. i admit. so? everything wont change. shit. yayayaya...i very beh song. damn fucking beh song. who cares?? ish....i hate it...

my 2 weeks update

finally i'm free like a bird. honestly, i really don't have time for my own, shopping, red box-ing, etc for the last 2 weeks.

[31.5.09]

a very big day for my cousin sister. finally she got married. we keep asking her since the past few years jor and this is the first time i be the maid of honour first and the last. happy yet tired. as if i'm getting married. the schedule was like...

5am- wake up for make up and hair-do

730am- get ready everything including having a piece of bread and photo shoot.

830am- bridegroom arrived

9am-tea ceremony

1130- church ceremony

1pm- tea ceremony again

3pm- i only get to go back home.

den later 430 hair do again for dinner. sigh. but overall it was all good. =)

[01.06.09]

so on this day, we planned to go find ck in sp. we always do that but hor this time, was kinda unlucky cuz the seafood restaurant was not open. blame kar hoe but at east we had fun over there, taking pictures, and eating non-stop and went for K-Box. we came back penang around 3am.

[020609]

this is the date where everything changed in just a blink. that morning, my grandma passed away. it was very shocking because it was all so sudden. thank god that i did not overnight in SP. anyway, i helped my mum to rushed a lot of things because she too got shocked and don't know what to do. so i did rushed to the balai polis, one after one, den the jabatan dunno wat...errr...that place where we get our IC done. den have to rushed here and there. and it's not over. i've been so busy till thurs, the funeral. after that, again, i was busy doing stuff and helping my mum to settle those praying ceremomy thingy. in short, i'm so super busy and exhausted. phew~~~~

[9-12.06.09]

busy working again. from 1pm-9pm. since i'm so free, so i work for Hotlink promoting thier youth club with hitz.fm cruiser. yippie!!! fun yet exhausted. i hardly rest since last week. sigh.. anyway, i think i need some massage and get pampered. hahahahhahahhaa

i'm getting lazy and tired

currently i'm working for exotic for the Hotlink Youth Club watever... starting from tue till fri..it was a good experience but now i'm so LAZY AND TIRED TO BLOG.
so many things happened for the past few weeks, but i guess i'll blog it later...good nite people...

all ended

finally everything is over. after 15 years of study..and now i'm finally a fresh graduate who is unable to find job. jobless...hahahahaha

but actually i have no idea which job to look for. i scared that i will regret it later. =)
but as for now, i'm growing fungus, enjoying myself and at the same time job hunting. hahahaha

now the journey of life going to start. no more assignments but rather dateline. no more fussy lecturer but employer. but i need money...hahaha..
hopefully i can get a job that i will love and enjoy working...

at the mean time, i pray that i will pass all my subject. all pass will do.

a little update

a little update before this week ended. red box a MUST after our revision class. mr ck insists on going to sing because someone dont have the chance to sing n yell n scream his lungs out. =)
and as for another friend, not in the picture, enjoy himself singing in meetoto. so whether or not to sing in the box makes no diff for him. hahahahha
talking about revision class, i still havent actually touch on my ethics book. maybe i have assume that i've completed my degree. hahahhaha...anyway.. exam is on this tue..hopefully can pass la...

gateaway

we went to red box in the morning. sudah lama tak pi dah
while waiting for wen fen

manatau...we kena ppk again. sad sad

alan called whether wana have lunch cuz he's alone.
of cuz we accompany him la..cuz we know it's awful to eat alone.

while waiting for the food, kena camwhore 1st...
even though my stomach is already drumming

we love the 3 flavor tofu. taste superb. =)
and we also had crab and fried sotong.
perfecto~~~~

so after we had our dinner, ck took us to ronda.
from playground to malay stall, and also a dark dark road.

so after many rounds of ronda-ing, we finally settle at a place to yam cha.
this picture cass said i paksa her to take de...hahahhaha

this abandon bridge is full of malays doing thier fishing.
and i can see a lot of cats.

lunch time

[030509]

after we visited melvin in the hospital, it's time to search for food. =)
at first we decided to eat at newlane, but then there was no parking, so we went to White House at Time Square. it's my 1st time there

highly recommended. should try. not bad

cass amazed at the menu. and she cant decide what to eat.

for those who like nyonya food, this one really not bad. the food taste better than old town. =)

He's just not that into you

• An excuse is a polite rejection. Men are not afraid of ''ruinning the friendshio''
• Don't get tricked into asking him out. If he likes you, he'll do the asking
• If you can find him, then he can find you. If he wants to find you, he will.
• Just because you like to lead doesn't mean he wants to dance. Some traditions are born of nature and last through time for a reason
• ''Hey, let's meet at so and so's party/any bar/friend's house'' is not a date. Even if you live in New York. butterworth, kulim & etc
• Men don't forget how much they like you. So put down the phone
• You are good enough to be asked out

So grab a pen and list down 5 reasons why you think you have every right or good reason to call him.

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2. 
   
3. 
   
4. 
   
5. 
   

me myself also cant find the 5 reasons...so end up i also tak call...lalallala

• If he's not calling you, it's because you are not on his mind
• If he creates expectations for you and then doesnt follow through on little things, he will do the same for big things. Be aware of this and realize that he's okay with disappointing you.
  
• Dont be with someone who doesnt do what they say they're going to do
• If he's choosing not to make a simple effort that would put you at ease and bring harmony to a recurring fight then he doesnt respect your feelings and needs
• ''Busy'' is another word for ''asshole''. ''Asshole'' is another word for the guy you're dating. i love this.
• You deserve a fucking phone call.
  

Credits to ''He's just not that into you'' and i still havent got the chance to watch that movie.!!!!

a lovely day at the beach

just a very random picture. or a very random post. =) this picture my hair looks nice.
my sister went back after 2 weeks spending her semester break..and now the house has turn silence ago. no doubt the two 'boys' are very noisy. hahahahhaha...

anyway, the other day went to the beach because my sister's friend came all the way from KL for holiday. so since orang KL hardly spend time at the beach..besides PD.
the guys having their good time while the girls busy cam whoring.
and later on, we all get to ride on the banana boat. yippie
it's been very very long since i ride on any of the boat. or whatever it is called.

great time

went to upr to celebrate ck's birthday as well as sean's farewell. he's leaving for Maldives. anyway not much girls for the guys to see...hahahhahahhaa.. had a great time there. =) i'm just so lazy to blog..

BIRTHDAY

HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY CK

cant be express

hello people,

Well, what am i going to say that this post going to be emo AGAIN. so people out there, just a little reminder, it's my blog so i blog whatever i feel and currently i'm emo-ing. so can i just express it here? thanks =)

actually that that serious. just that i feel that hor, nth la..i also dunno how to express it also...

geram nia aku

seriously, i'm very unhappy....and geram and watever it is called..but i will only tell further onces my ethics exam over...lalalallala

Home Made Remedies

Pimples or acnes

• Apply ripe tomatoes pulp on acne or pimples for an hour before washing off

Blackheads

• Grate a potato and apply it to the T-zone area. Wash it off after an hour

Tired eyes

• Juice cucumber with a food procesor or blender. Dip cotton pads into the juice and place them over the eyes for 15 min

Anxiety, headaches, mild depression

• Make a paste from dry ginger with a little water or milk. Apply it to the forehead. It will uplift your mood in jiffy

Bad breath

• Chew some leaves for fresh breath. Parsley is a great food neutraliser

Cough

• Mix together 3 tablespoons of lemon juice, one cup of honey and 1/4 cup of warm water. Take two tablespoons daily to get rid of cough.

Burn

• Apply aloe vera to the burnt area as soon as possible to relieve pain. It will also prevent your skin from scarring

Dandruff

• Leave olive oil on the hair and scalp for eight to nine hours to smother dandruff once a week

Diarrhea

• Control diarrhea with a heated cup of milk and three shakes of grounded black pepper

Body Odour

• Mix tamarind and fresh milk together and apply all over skin. Not only will it get rid of the BO, it'll give you clear, smooth skin too

Rough chapped skin

• Immerse orange peel in water then apply it to hands

PS:I dont know whether it works or not, but i took it from a magazines. so why dont you try it then let me know. =)

overturn

the other day when i was on my way to joyline's hse.. there was a massive jam near to our college. then we saw this van/truck or watever it is called, overturn. well...dunno what has cause it...maybe the road is slippery, and he watch too much fast n furious? so become like that lo....awful. too bad...we cant have a closer look at the car plate number. =)

happy birthday imel

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IMELDA!!!!!!!!

it was a last minute plan. received call from cass about 11pm. =)
hope u get surprise with our surprise?

after a week

went to shennanigan the other day. kean chai treat for my belated belated birthday. exactly 1 week.
nvm...i forgive u...=) but it's nice to have your friend still remember your birthday and willing to replace it back for u. i really appreciate that. is the 3rd time for cass n frankie to celebrate AGAIN for me. hahahhahaha... love you people to bitz...muackss!!!

recap

a quick and short post up for my birthday last week. thanks everyone for willing to spend time after rushing our thesis. thanks thanks so much. for those who make it for me even thou it's already over- *post post birthday* thanks. all those cards and pressie and all those wishes. =)
can read further at emily's blog
i love you people so muchie...muacks...

say ''I DO"

i think i have abandoned my blog way too long
well, nothing happen lately *nothing serious*
anyway, now is assignments season and that one thesis have already summited
this means 3 MORE TO GO!!!! *think about it also got headache*

thesis go, sickness come...
but luckily it was after my birthday that cough came to attack me
*enough of crapping*

here's a *very very long time ago* post

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on last last last Saturday, i accompanied my mama to attend one of our church member's wedding. Well, it's my first time attending a christian wedding.
so i drove my mum all the way to Sunway Hotel at Butterworth *the weather is hot and massive jam*
finally.....

the differences between Christian and normal Chinese wedding

christian

1. all white in colour
2. no tea ceremony
3. dont have to fetch the bride
4. dont have to pray this and that
5. dont have any ''pantang''

chinese

1. all red red
2. tea ceremony in the morning
3. honk all the way to tell the bride ''I'm coming''
4. pray ancestors, and etc
5. a lot of ''pantang''
   
6. old d also have to queue with the little children to get ang pow.
   

Take 1
anyway, while waiting for the ceremony to start, we took some pictures here and there.

Take 2

Take 3
presenting to you the bride's maid

told you it's all white

Take 4
this girl only 8 years old, and she talks alot

here come's the bride.
just like in TV shows.

later at night, we went to Safira Club to had dinner
food not bad, just like the chinese wedding dinner
but the differences is
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they dont use chopstick.
fork and spoon instead.

fat

i'm getting fatter now...due to assignments period...

my life was like, the first i open up my eyes would be turn on my lappie den sits there till the time i go to sleep...so u can imagine that, after i eat, i would sat there for damn whole day...how can it not be fat leh....?

miss you

see how much i miss you??hehehhehe...

but too bad...it's all kept inside my heart...

wat to do

do you know that it's the worst thing to keep our feelings inside...and pretend nth happen and yet and the same time...pretend to joke and laff together....haiz...most worst feelings...currently...

but what to do...

finally....

the person i love the most is the person that hurt me the most...and the person that hurt me the most is the person i love the most....funny..but i guess it's the most common thing =)

anyway..thesis almost done =)

3 more assignments to go...=(

birthday coming up =)

and graduate soon? pray hard that i'll pass all ler...

anyway...life good..not bad...eat, sleep, play, flirt and play...hahahhahahha
but i guess few months later it's going to turn out to be...work, work and work
cant believe i'm going to the working life mode...very boring neh...doin the same stupid things everyday for the sake of the money? =.=
that's life. =)

and to that someone...i really got miss you de ler.... =)
in my dictionary i always feel that somehow we got the little chemistry...that's what i thought
believe it or not it's up to you...lastly...i've been missing you since a very long time. =)

silence remain

no matter how much i like that person, this time around i wont confess...
i know what are the consequences...
and i really dont want to face that...
i rather keep inside my heart and just continue what are we supposed to be...
there's not much changes thou, even if that person knows, so what?
what can he do? he either ignore it or avoid me...so what's the point of telling?

i reli, rather keep inside me, and like that person without others knowing or him...i think it would be the best i can do.

therefore, silence will remain.

missing now

emo strikes again...

this morning woke up by a phone call and after that i became emo...i don't know why tears started to roll down from my eyes...i just couldnt help it kay!!!

when i start to think that, you're not going to be here, no more chit chat, no more bkt, no more yam cha and no more clubbing...tears flooded my eyes. what is wrong with me??? i started to miss you already...emptiness strikes...

is like, something missing now....=(

emo NO?

is the emo season again....everytime when i have this stupid damn pressure on my coursework, i would be definitely cry out....i wish i could find someone to talk and i think i feel much better...but the worst part is...everyone is busy with their own stuff!!!!

i have a week before summit my thesis...and i cant barely produce it out *due to last min work, i know*
at least i wish i could know what am i doing...=( and i'm still blogging here....wth

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ever since u left, my life is so miserable...*not now*
but at times, i would still think of us...or once us..and this time i didnt shed a tear, instead there's a smile put on my face. =)

songs

have you ever heard a song which reminds you of someone?
*i bet everyone has that special song*

for me, every time get to listen to these songs, it always remind me of that someone.
one of them is my ex and the other one is that someone


but for that someone, i really have no idea why it always makes me think of you every time i hear the song.
the song title is thankful for meeting you but i never seen that issue.
thankful or tragic? you get what i mean?

i know all those fake and whatever it is which i will never belief
but still somehow or rather, i still hope that you call and hope in seeing you
at the same time i wish that u just disappear and never call me again. =)
* i also dunno what am i talking about*

birthday

we had lunch at this place...=)
a lot of people couldn't make it
BUT
it's ok..you still got us...yay!!!!
(perasan)

after some window shopping, kean chai decided to go to jiajia's hse for mah jong
for the 1st few rounds i won but with the help of uncle, kean chai swallowed up all my money
!@#$%
(joking)

after so long, we had this opportunity to hang out again
having a great time
but it seems like u both going to start your working life d...
wish you all the best and once again

Happy Birthday Jia Jia...
i hope you enjoy your day =)

aries....=P

it was so boring that i just surf the net to find something about aries personality.

Behavior When In Love

The typical Aries:

* is very romantic and believes in courtly love

* will insist on doing the chasing and cannot bear to be chased by anyone

* can be extremely possessive of the lover but cannot understand if the lover is possessive

* places the loved one on a pedestal

* will be jealous of any attention the loved one gives to others

* will defend the loved one to the death

Expectations

The typical Aries expects:

* total faithfulness from the partner

* the lover to respond as if he or she is the first and best lover ever known

* to be loved exclusively

* never to be criticized

hahahah...guitly again



well, here it is...let me see how true it is or why dont you tell me...=)
so basically those in red words are definitely TRUE!! fine, i admit it...

Positive	Negative
* Is a leader	* Must be the boss
* Is energetic	* Brashness
* Helps others to achieve their dreams	* Blind to his or her effect on others
* Accepts challenges	* Intolerance
* Believes the best of others	* Jealousy
* Takes risks for others	* Doesn't listen
* Defends the vulnerable	* Selfishness
* An Aries life is an open book	* Impulsiveness
* Will give life for the loved one	* Poor judge of character
* Continues action even if others give up	* Dislikes being told what to do

disappointed

kinda disappointed with the last season. no one knows who killed jenny. and carmen just dont even come out. just a video from her to bette n tina...omg...
and that there's no ending to me...maybe most of the people feel that..it's not a good ending....
what a waste of an episode. gosh...what is wrong with the director.

shutting up

sometimes i choose not to talk so much to some people is because I DON'T FEEL LIKE TALKING. THAT'S ALL...DON'T COME ASKING ME WHAT HAPPEN?? I'M OK

I JUST DON'T FEEL LIKE TALKING OR ANSWER ANYTHING

silence is golden

lately, i kinda lazy to update my blog.. well, actually there's nth to blog about, or should i say i don't really know how to express it out. i once said that if i like someone, i will confess or somehow let him know so that i least i still have a glimpse of chance. 50/50 not bad mar~~~

but not now anymore, i started to see love issues as a complete different thing now. it's not necessary to tell out to him, or share you little secret with your friends. you might not want them to accidentally spill out or something like that. unless your friend really a trust worthy person

the secret is safe only to ourselves . =)
i know it's hard to keep all to ourselves but what to do..??

my little trip

finally, i'm here..kl again...doing nth...so my main purpose here is to play and eat. =)

i korek all my kawans, and they kind enough to come all the way to take me go kaikai....
thank you thank you

raindrops keep falling on my head

under my umbrealla, ella, ella, eh, eh

we kinda mou liu..i knw...we cant resist when there's cam

my friend said tht this is the most famous nasi kandar in kl..
unfortunately..

why penang dont have this round round thing a??

guess how much for this 2 thingy

finally...asia heights...byk orang
mostly is all those students from inti and sunway...

at first we thought of playing pool but then we have to wait for another 4 tables before it's our turn..so we changed our plan to play online game at FTZ.

too bad, we could not play either because of the stupid IP. so ended up my sis n i online while the guys with thier dota and CS.

it's hungry time again...the time we finished everything it's already 2am. time for breakfast. hahahha...

we tried korean food and it's best among the best. and summore kinda worth it la...rm10 and there's a lot of beef. =)
saliva dripping.

this also not bad. korean dumpling rm5 for 6 pieces.

the next day, we went to midvalley for shop till we drop
hahaha...nah!!! din shop diok pun lar~~~
just walk around looking for earrings
and everywhere is also sales.
banyak tempting tau

waited for lern to fetch me for dinner at ss2.
and he took me for sight seeing at those rich and rich people are staying.
solaris dutamas, hartamas, just named it lar

and summore the whole stretch of clubs at asean heritage
i lurve it!!!!!
next spot for my next trip