sien-ness to the max

getting more and more sien and mou liu, juan asked me to play this game at

http://love.2loop.com/

laff sei me d...hahahahhahahahha!!!!
so the results turn out to be:-

One hot summer day at hawaii you see the most beautiful creature you have ever seen. Their name is kar hoe , and every move he makes just turns you on more and more. You nudge your best friend cass and say, "Wow, that has to be the most ugly body I have ever seen." Suddenly, he looks in your direction and starts walking right towards you!!! he says, "I noticed you staring at me from over there. I just had to tell you, that I think you are so tall , and was wondering if you'd like to go to macau with me and dancing ?" With a stupid smile on your face you say, " nth is impossible " and go with them. When you finally get to macau , he moves closer to you, and gives you the biggest kiss ever. The two of you are passionately kissing, when you feel a knock hit you on the back of the head. You open your eyes to find out it's all a dream, but there is a note left next to your bed.

dedicate for u people...

today i had lunch with my friends and one of them notice that i didn't mention her and other friends in my last entry. my wrong. =)

so i basically dedicate this entry especially for them. heehee dont have to thank me

so...my beloved tarcians...together we strived ourselves in IPG for 2 sems? 3 sems? i've forgotten.
at first all of us are not used to this ''newly'' environment especially me. now i still dont like it but for the sake of my degree. ish!!!!

but of course those times we had together. sitting in ms beh's class for AFA which i dunno what the hell she's talking about. our trip to many places such as tambun for sea food, tambun for lost world, and dunno what activities summore lar....

and because i flunk the stupid afa, !@#$% we have to go on separate ways and that i have to stay for another sem... but we still can get keep in touch with one another or maybe lesser.

ah teck and kean chai, u both are my best best ear listener and u both wont complain about me giving u guys bad times. i know, my bad. at least u guys are there, always there (minus ah teck go back hometown) for me. i really appreciate it. and like for now, we still find time to meet up (play mahjong with jia jia and shopping at QB) and kean chai will always be the one guy that follow jia jia and i to shop around. =)


terima kasih!!!

vanished

he disappeared. he just stop calling me out of the blue. there's silence. no explanation and no goodbye. just vanishing. Nothing worse. =)



at first i felt hurt. and slowly i started to feel helpless..he just disappeared making me feel that i got fooled? or so whatever. at first i started making excuses for why he disappeared- busy, busy (busy is another word for asshole) and still hoping that he at least give me a call.

and finally i got the ans. maybe he just didnt want to stick around anymore.

and maybe no answer is the best answer for me. and that he's gone, he wasnt good enough for me. it's not worth my time to spend with loser. =)

what friends are for

these 2 groups of friends once enter and leave. and they have brought laughter and happiness and joy and etc. being there for me when i was totally down. i really much appreciate that. but now each and everyone of us is going on their own way. but all the memories we had, will always remain inside my heart.

for that someone,
i always wanted you to know that,
no matter what I'm still waiting for you to come back
even though i know it's kinda impossible
but i always remember those time
and if you say i'm cold hearted or whatever
I'm still who i am somewhere inside of me.

I got you a pressie for your birthday
but i dont really get the chance to give it to you.

and now, this is an awesome bunch of marketers and also my friends.

the time we share, the laughter we made, the night we drinks and club, the night spent for assignments, I'M GLAD TO HAVE YOU ALL
but things started to get worst which many people keep asking me. i know it's kinda obvious.

nothing is perfect...what else can you say for a friendship? there's must be conflict, arguments, disagreements and etc but at the end, what makes us fall makes us stronger or whatever it is.
but whatever it is, i hope that all of us can bring back those laughter again...a true laughter from the heart...


PS: i dedicate this song to each and everyone. hugs and kisses
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Every now and then
We find a special friend
Who never lets us down
Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found
I know you can't stay
A part of you will never ever go away
Your heart will stay

* I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life would just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way
Hmm……….. this way

I don't need eyes to see
The love you bring to me
No matter where I go
And I know that you'll be there
Forever more apart of time, you're everywhere
I'll always cares
(Repeat *)

And I'll be right behind your shoulder watching you
I'll be standing by your side and all you do
And I won't ever leave
As long as you believe
You just believe
(Repeat *)

say No to thurs

EX citing hausted thursday i should say. and thursday always reminds us that is going to be the end of the week weekend is coming.yay!!!

i think if every thursday we have to hang out to fully waste utilize our 5 1/2 hours of break, hell no. i'm going to get dehydrated, due to the weather. and i'm going to get so exhausted that i cant concentrate for my night class and that i'm going off to bed early.

what a timetable?

drama no more

how i wish i could just freeze the time...no??

there are too many things for me to digest...which OF COURSE I CANT

i'd rather not know anything
I'd rather not know you
I'd rather..so many things


now i started to

hate being singles
parties alone
sleeping alone
waking up alone

i hate to knowing that every single boring errand i have to do, i'm going to do alone. BUT i also know that being with someone who makes me feel shitty or doesnt honour me, is worst. =)
and i think i deserve to be with someone who is nice to me..hehehehe

i'm lonely out here

wat a V-day

but our valentine eve, we hit the club...=)
yay!!!!

Papa Pizza..the spot for those who are singles and lonely...=)
dont you think that valentine's too commercial d..
everywhere we go is only for couples...
how about the singles???

US and there's still kar hoe, Ck, frankie and jason..all those single people...
what a sad thing

things ended up at sea wind...couples everywhere..so loving
and us? sigh
what to do?

we just sit around, playing cards and gossiping and the guys keep talking about DOTA!!!!

at last i got a rose...=) thank you very much....
after 22 years of loneliness...hahahhaha

thanks people....love you people to bits....xoxoxoxo

Dim Gam

we are going to dim gam lor

cass says: Yay!!! i throw gam d....wish me luck....
alvin also smiling happily =)

cass pray hard that she will....

i love this picture...Ck kena bang by juan and cass...because always be the picture spoiler!!!
hahahhahahha

it was juan's idea that each one of us sign on this..hmmm..where is mine???

so after some dim gam session, now is drinking and singing session lor...heehee

cho siao at RED...

all of us enjoyed ourself that night. even thou the dim gam session was kinda bored but at least we entertain ourselves with camwhore-ing. =)

at red, there's this cute guy at downstairs which was exactly sitting under our spot. so we keep on looking down and he's kinda cute BUT things are diff when we going back home. guess wat?
hahahhahhaha..u make a guess then.

at least you people made by day..thanks everyone...
actually there were more photos but i'm just too lazy to upload

why it has to be complicated

a new year a bad start
seems that are many problems going on...
currently now is the love season...
i know it's valentine coming but the problem is more
COMPLICATED


but basically i think everyone is dealing with love issues i guess
from flirting to courting to stable and finally break up

and one thing i learned
things are unpredictable..
damn true...

i always love Alvin quote this
''how to boil a spaghetti?''
there's the meaning to it

from my first broke up, i said to myself, i hate 3rd party
and me myself, never be a third party...
cause you'll never know how hurt can a person be.

and second thing, i don't know whether taking love seriously is a good thing
or a bad thing?
but i can say that, i take love issue as a serious thingy...
even thou i flirt around and play around..

now I'm living in a world full of lies or white lies?
sometimes i wish i could trust and believe every word a guy say
but too bad, nth can convince me.

and i always stand firm on my principle
which is nth is impossible
so dont come and tell me this impossible
that impossible
all bullshit
BULLSHIT

cny-day 14

went out with CL to watch pink panter at QB then have our lunch at Siam Express. i love the Tom Yam....to the max...then at night had dinner with kean chai before went out with eddie and joyline to sega at belisa row. paiseh to joyline as she need to wait us for 2 hours due to the massive jam...sigh...

after had a bottle of beer and a glass of honey, there we go to red box....yay!!!!

sing my lungs out at redbox. we sang till 3am. whoa....
that time my eyes cant open anymore, while they sing i almost fell asleep. =)

cny-day 8

slept the whole day, due to the tired-ness

cny-day7

so after our rehearsal, we went to Georgetown for our breakfast. can hear my stomach calling me d...and our cass still sober....hahahahahhahaha...

a cup of coffee

nasi lemak

nasi rendang

toast



and finally the time has arrived...that day cass and i were both so sleepy and there's no time for us to sleep. after reheasal have to rush back home for shower then later rush back to have our make up and hair do.
the results..
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*
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cass and wendy ready to walk....hahahahha

that night we have 3 shows and my lips and my legs almost collapse...have to stand and keep smiling no matter what. but it was a good experienced.
most of the pictures is not with me so i can upload it.
anyway, this event was held at the Khoo Kongsi.

last but not least, a big thank you to Alvin Tan
our catwalk guru



anyone went there?

cny-day 6

we had reunion at minde's hse. thanks minde for the food. but in the afternoon, cass and i went out to prangin to do our shopping spree. yea...both of us bought a baby tee...hehehhehehe...
at night we went to minde's for BBQ...

later that night cass and i went to meet her friends because they come all the way from taiping just to watch movie...hahahhahahahhahahahha
but later that, we went to fame..



and i dont like that place...it's so...bored...prefer mois or SS
NO to fame...my goodness...the music not nice, the dance floor so small yet no ppl..overall...BAD!!!! tomorrow i still have my big day and yet we are still having fun...
hopefully i can wake up at 6am for my last rehearsal.

cny-day5

even though it's still cny but we still have to go for our practices. sigh...but quite fun seriously. it's my second time doing fashion show on the stage. let me think my first time was on my 1st year orientation at TARC where it all started. hmmmm....

finally we had our costumes on. we are all from the miscellaneous group of iban, kadazan and baba nyonya.

oh ya...Sunday will be our big day....happy yet nervous.

cny-day4

this post is so long ago which i could not update it due to the technical prob. anyway, it was kean chai's birthday and that i suggested that we had a little birthday celebration for him which ended up at Shenanigans, an Irish Pub located at Tanjung Tokong.

Belated harijadi to you

the environment it kinda so-so...but no bad. still can be a hang out spot next time
whose birthday coming next?

i ordered long ireland which taste a little bit of lemon tea and a little bit much more of liquor.

sangria...taste better. two thumbs up

last but not least, dry martini...which i will say a NO. taste horrible to me. maybe it taste nice to others but definitely not me. it taste like Clorox. eeewww!!!

this is their home baked beef pie. i love it so much. taste nice.

and a bit of toilet exploration...and a little snap snap...tadahhh!!!

after that went to ananda to eat because i was kinda....=)

i have forgotten what i had actually...so forget it la

CNY day 3

since CNY going to end today let me do some recap....
third day of CNY, kean chai and i went to visit jia jia and end up playing mah jong.
errr..well it's my first time playing so i lose. hahhahahhahaha...

just me after all

what an awful day? not really actually. just that i kinda emo today. or not really. sigh..what is wrong with me???i'm so lonely but yet i'm scared. i started to get bored with my single life. i want to have a kinda more serious relationship? anyone interested?

what's the best part of the day? let me think...have a good movie and hang out with my friends? i think that should be enough to make my life better.

oh ya...finally i had my car washed. and i'm so happy about it. it's been many many weeks since i last washed it. and also...i've the book that i wanted badly that i search from south to east and north to west. and tadah!!! I HAVE IT.

at night went to a not really close eh fren's bday party at Northam on 38 floor. so i guess you those smart people know exactly what i'm trying to say.

went off early and we grab ourselves mcd instead. i really prefer to let the pictures do the talking but then, my stupid phone just wont work. *pulls hair*

cny day 2

nth much also..sleep till very late. hahaha…den waited for my dunno who relatives to come. den after that, cousins meet up at the beach to have fun…jet ski-ing and cam-whore-ing. hahahhaa

then at night we had pot luck gathering at also gambling. hahaha…3 different types of gamble. so try your luck. managed to win some only la…hehehe…

again…end of day 2 with more laffters

CNY day 1

my lovely cousins...

every year is the same lo…but there are still changes such as:

- i dont have to stay till the end of the world

- lesser clothes

- not in the mood for CNY

- everyone looks different each year

there are still that wont changed such as

the basic standard QUESTIONS:

how’s your study?

got bf d?

so that’s it. first day with ang pows. =)

welcome

i think i really need a new blog...the previous blog is not bad just that i cant upload pictures.
anyway...new year, new blog me...and more new pictures coming up
heheh

stay tune...